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beautifully gloomy

Bed

i am sitting on this empty bed
staring at a picture of you in front of me
rain outside the window sounds like
a beautiful lullaby in my ear

i remember when we used to lay down
on this bed watching tv
pillow fighting til we both tired and sleepy
i miss you, baby..don't you know?

bottles of beers i've drunk
boxes of cigarettes i've smoke
wishing to erase you out of my mind
but the shadows of you won't never go away

baby, wherever you are now
whoever your are with
i wanted you to know that
i'm feeling beautifully gloomy...

heaven that i'm losing

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i remember there was you and me
together we swam on this big empty shore
to be in that place
a place called heaven, our heaven..

lightning strokes along the way
but we kept on swimming
against the waves against the wind
we didn't give a fuck

we shed our tears, we drew some bloods
the unbearable pain we feel
won't destroy because we know
that we'll be each others lifesaver

but you seems to lost your way
you swam further to a wrong direction
i screamed your name
you just didn't hear me

i'm tired of swimming alone you know...
my feet are stiff, i'm touching the ground
i barely see you anymore
i think i've lost the heaven in front of me